“I want to talk with you, but I will never do.”

Muskan Shahzad
2 min readMay 9, 2024

In the aftermath of heartbreak, the pain cuts deep, leaving wounds that seem impossible to mend. I find myself grappling with a whirlwind of emotions — anger, sadness, and a profound sense of betrayal. You were supposed to be my confidant, my companion, my lover, yet you shattered my trust and left me reeling in disbelief.

In the midst of the chaos, I wrestle with conflicting feelings. Part of me longs to reach out, to confront you and demand answers. But another part knows that the closure I seek cannot be found in your words or explanations. True healing must come from within.

As I navigate the turbulent waters of heartache, I realize that the most important relationship I can cultivate is the one I have with myself. I cannot control your actions or the pain you inflicted upon me, but I can choose how I respond. I can choose to prioritize my own well-being and happiness above all else.

So, I embark on a journey of self-discovery and self-love. I immerse myself in activities that bring me joy and fulfillment, reconnecting with the passions and interests that once brought light into my life. I surround myself with friends and loved ones who uplift and support me, reminding me of my worth and value.

Slowly but surely, the wounds begin to heal, and I emerge from the darkness stronger than before. I realize that your betrayal was not a reflection of my worth but rather a reflection of your own insecurities and shortcomings. I refuse to let your actions define me or dictate my future happiness.

In the end, I am grateful for the pain you caused me, for it taught me valuable lessons about resilience, forgiveness, and the importance of self-love. Though our paths may have diverged, I am thankful for the opportunity to reclaim my power and embrace the boundless possibilities that lie ahead.

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Muskan Shahzad
Muskan Shahzad

Written by Muskan Shahzad

I'm a Pharm D student and SEO content writer specializing in tech, health, and beauty. Passionate about self-improvement, emotional well-being, and fiction.

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